I'm so bad at this. Lol. But I need to find a venue to collect my thoughts, dump them, and then review and analyze. Also just found out that my husband writes a blog too (there's like three post in there but still) so I think it'll be nice for us to read through each others' post. Maybe? Lol. This was supposed to be a potential money-tizing blog but ah well. 

Just found out that a co-worker of mine who has a 8 month old baby boy is pregnant again with her second one and is due 7/1/2022. That means she was pregnant I guess when her boy was 4-5 months?  How do people do it? Also, my obgyn technically told us that its better for your body if you wait till at least 18 months postpartum. I mean I have heard that you're especially fertile immediately after you give birth which I'm not sure why. And hearing how so many people around me are pregnant is bringing huge thoughts of insecurities in me. Will it happen to us? Are we stuck with one and that's it?

Though after slowly pondering it I am appreciative that we are kinda taking our time with the second one. Even though baby girl obviously is still super young (she isn't even two yet), we have had exclusive one on one with her ever since she was born. I loveee spending these precious moments together and I know she loves when its just the three of us too. I know that once the second one arrives (if it ever does), things will completely change. 

So I guess in writing this and reflecting, I really need to appreciate and treasure this moment when I can still fully enjoy my baby girl - while my body still feels relatively normal, albeit the recent constant stomach aches, and when our home is still relatively peaceful and quiet. 

On another note, tomorrow is CNY and I don't like it. lol